Today, Is another day.

I'm planning on posting on every Wednesday, or if there's something I need to get off my chest, I'll do so here. So here I go on introductories.

My name, as you might as well know, is Nicole. Just Nicole. Nothing exotic or meaningful. I come in pieces, but if you assemble the right pieces, you get a pertty normal overweight girl. If you put the wrong pieces together, you get something some one called me, "A cyinical pessimistic wierdo." It just all depends on the pieces you pick up and put together when you first meet me.

I'm in love with photography. If I had the chance, I would ride everywhere with my camera instead of stuck in a four wall dungeon that disallows any kind of creativity. I have a Kodak camera that I keep in my backpack at all times, in case afterschool I decide to go out photoshooting. There's nothing I wouldn't take a picture of, but because of my age, and the laws, I can't do that. So I mostly focus on marco, color splashes, still life, yadda yadda yadda.

The thing I can actually take out and do, even though my hand doesn't always convey the image, is draw. Not like amazing drawing that's out of this world, just doodles. Because it's not electric, I can almost draw all day, until my head is high and dry of things I wish I could take a picture with instead. And with my handy dandy sketch pad on one hand, only I can stop myself on creating anything I want.

As a fifteen year old girl, I havn't even begun my life. I don't know what I want to be, who I want to be, where I want to be, and why I am. So to make up for it, I smile when I want to cry my eyes out. I hug people when they need a shoulder to cry on, even when me myself are using them to colapse a little bit back onto. I guess you could say I'm depressed, but after four years of nothing but disapointment and sadness (and a lot of death), you get used to it. My 'friends' have.

To conclude this introductory, I will tell you what I will be doing. I am going to blog my process back down the scale. By that, I mean weight scale. No more junk food, exersice on the Wiifit everyday after school (around 4) then I will blog the process on Wednesday and such.

Anyways, I hope you didn't fall asleep deeply enough, and Bye for now!